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November 15, 2008 Leave a comment

can say, today is better than yesterday coz the books i ordered from net came this morning im so exciting.. ive been looking that books arounddddd book stores but theydidnt have it.. i was kinda worried i wont recieve it .. but i did! =)

and today,. im thinking about someone, and hope he’s alrite with things in his life over there. i admit it i missed him alot. miss talking with him but im afraid to talk.. all i do just watch his nick on my msgr.. so silly but.. all the rejecting he did on me. and all the things he did still hurts me. i am not angry or hates him but theres a part that i couldnt forget.. still captured in my mind and its hurts me..

now im scared to like someone. i dont know if i can someo people said,.. “to forget someone is try to love someone new”┬áit was work on me but now not anymore. i dont know why..

i love my life, i anjoy it every moment every breathe that i take.. but i feel something missing and i still think about him i dont know till when.. he will always have a special place in my heart. he think of me too??………..

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